I hate it when you do really good on something, and then when you reach the peak – everything just crashes down. I can’t even describe how much I ate today. I really don’t want to write about it, I had to force myself to log on here today. I’m pretty sure that I’m on 64kg again. fuck. I don’t dare to weigh myself. Not yet. I need to calm down.
Fuck this. My neighbours son has ADHD (for real) and my bedroom shares wall with their livingroom. You guys can guess how it is for me when I’m trying to get a good nights sleep. God, I can’t wait to move out of this shithole.
I really love it when my parents tell me I should start thinking about what I eat. Just makes me feel so fucking fat. Thanks you guys. If you only knew…
3 Comments
October 27, 2009 at 9:09 am
Hi,
I know how you feel, i have the same now..i ate and ate..omg i have no strenght for anything.
Take Care :*
November 7, 2009 at 12:03 am
seriously?!? you should get one of those noise machines to block out the sound
November 9, 2009 at 2:52 pm
Haha! As if a noise machine would make it better… I sleep with my iPod on though