Yesterday morning my weight was 62.2 kg! Which felt amazingly good, so I was really determined to lose 2 hg during the day. But I completely forgot that my friends were coming over in the evening, and of course they brought big bag of chips, some dipsauce and a lot of soda. I was trying to focus and think ok, I can handle this and I will not binge… You guys can guess how that went.
Around 2am when they left, I had a panic attack. How many calories did I consume? How will I get rid of it? Fuckfuckfuck. I tried so hard to purge, but I couldn’t get anything out. I didn’t dare to weigh myself, because that would only make things worse.
Tomorrow I’m starting my 2 days of fasting. I will not weigh myself until Wednesday morning.
