I had such a bad sleep last night. If I slept at all. I don’t know, I was so numb the whole night. Everything sucks right now. All I could think of was what the guy at the agency said. Did I misinterpret him or what the hell happened? I wish I recorded the whole thing so I could find out.
I’m so ashamed of myself.
So I fasted today, and I will probably do the same tomorrow. I hope. I’m running out of excuses in school now. I haven’t been to our lunch restaurant for more than a week, and I’m afraid that my friends will start noticing my absence.
Anyway, I decided to fast today so I did. Probably tomorrow aswell. Today went fine, but I hate how my mouth gets dry because of the ephedrine. Drinking water hardly even helps, but it’s worth it.
