The weighing scale stands still today.
Last night it was almost impossible to sleep. I was so cold in the oversized t-shirt that I usually use for sleeping, so I had to go and put on tights, socks and a sweater, because I was shaking – for real. My cat is not big enough to warm my whole body…
During the night I would often just wake up for no reason, which is quite irritating.
I went to school today though. Not much to say about that, other than I refused to eat anything.
Had another fight with my dad today… He was mad at me for not eating, so I called him a fag, and he decided to throw a tube of chocolate sauce at my face. I walked away silently hiding my tears from him. I refuse to show my weakness to him.
Yeah. Just a regular day in my fucked up life.
Today I had: 4 pancakes (110 kcal each) = 440 kcal
Good night
