I hate it when you do really good on something, and then when you reach the peak – everything just crashes down. I can’t even describe how much I ate today. I really don’t want to write about it, I had to force myself to log on here today. I’m pretty sure that I’m on [...]
Entries from October 2009
October 21, 2009
wake
It’s crazy how after fasting for a long period of time, it hurts when you start eating again. After eating a plate of rice and vegetables at school, I got major aches in my stomach a little while afterwards. Maybe I was eating way too quick. Well well. I wont be fasting for a while [...]
October 21, 2009
wonderland
Good morning!
I have succeeded 48h of fasting and it feels great! Before breakfast I weighed myself and the scale was on exactly 62kg! I’m so happy!
*edits the follow me page*
I just changed my mind from wearing a little red riding hood outfit to Alice in wonderland. But since im not blonde, I’ll just [...]
October 20, 2009
litte red riding hood
Today is the second and last day of my lovely little fasting. Today has been okay. I feel so weak at the moment, I have so many stairs to climb to get home since I live on a hill, PLUS the stairs at school. Oh well, it’s all worth it though.
My mom just came home [...]
October 19, 2009
hear me falling
Day 1 of fasting is successful! I had a great day today. We had a presentation on our psychology experiment today and we got some really good feedback! I’m usually extremely scared of talking infront of a crowd, but somehow I managed to handle it. I’m really proud of myself
So yeah, I didn’t [...]
October 18, 2009
Sour
Yesterday morning my weight was 62.2 kg! Which felt amazingly good, so I was really determined to lose 2 hg during the day. But I completely forgot that my friends were coming over in the evening, and of course they brought big bag of chips, some dipsauce and a lot of soda. I was trying [...]
October 15, 2009
15.10.09
My weight last night was 63.4 and today im 63.0!
Just 2 kg to go and I will reach my interim target 60 kg. Then I will have a bmi that equals to underweight and I will allow myself to buy an ana bracelet.
Yey, go me!
October 14, 2009
nothing
I had such a bad sleep last night. If I slept at all. I don’t know, I was so numb the whole night. Everything sucks right now. All I could think of was what the guy at the agency said. Did I misinterpret him or what the hell happened? I wish I recorded the whole [...]
October 13, 2009
fat bottomed girl
oh fuck. It was a big mistake going to the agency. I wish I didn’t.
As I expected one guy working at the agency took my measurements (ONLY AT MY HIPS), and well, the result was obviously not good enough for them so he said that I need to lose it. But he said it in [...]
October 12, 2009
put a lid on all that noise
It’s a pretty day today, the sun is out and the trees are changing color but its oh so cold. So I’ll just enjoy the view from inside.
So today is my fasting day, and so far so good. The only thing going into my mouth is water, headache pills and my ephedrine.
I’ve downloaded some working-out [...]
